I decided today that I am going to start seeing a psychologist. I need to just start talking to someone about my problems that can actually do something to help me. I am calling the insurance company tomorrow to get a list of approved providers. I’ll try to see my regular doctor to see if he can recommend anyone on that list. I have to see him this month anyways to re-evaluate my meds. I was thinking I might go off, but my gut is telling me to stay on. We’ll see what the “professional” says.
Today was a fun day. We went to the Science Museum. It was Laura’s godfather’s birthday. So it was Robert, myself, Laura, Joe, Melissa, Johanna (8.5 months old), Chris, and Mike. The women did a lot of their own thing. I enjoy science, but not to the extent that the guys do. So we looked around, and then hung out together. I think she appreciated someone to spend time with and not be entirely bored.
Tomorrow will be spent at home. Not sure what I’ll be doing all day. I know what I should be doing, but not sure that it’ll all happen.
Next weekend I’ll be going home to see my parents. I haven’t seen them since June. It’s been too long. I can’t wait.