Staying Afloat

I’m feeling a bit like a failure today.  I got sucked into my new Nora Roberts book.  I didn’t do much today except read.  I didn’t make it to work out like I had planned.  I didn’t get dinner out to thaw early in the afternoon like I had planned.  I didn’t get the house cleaned up like planned.  Well, you get the point.  I feel so disappointed in myself.  I should have done more today.  I feel like I should have been more productive.  I don’t think he’s upset with me, but Robert hasn’t said many words to me at all tonight.  I know he just gets quiet at times, but it’s hard to not project my negative feelings I’m having about myself onto him having them about me.  sigh.  I just don’t know.  I’m feeling a bit “off” today/tonight.  Life is getting to be overwhelming.  I feel like I just can’t be good enough.

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