First of all, I should talk about last night. flutterbyefred and I were sitting and watching a movie so I asked her exactly what was up. We both admitted that we wanted to talk about it the night before, but neither of us wanted to bring it up since I was having such a hard time dealing with my brother leaving. She told me that she was having a really hard time with rjrbytes and I to the point it made her physically sick. I told her that I wasn’t going to see him or talk to him much until she was ok with it. She feels bad she can’t give me an exact time line of when that would be, but I told her not to worry about it. You don’t know how long it is going to take. She and I are still friends, we are still living together, and things are going smoother now. 
Now about the part of I’m taking off…
I’ve done a lot of thinking in the past two days (for those of you who know me, you know how dangerous for me to do). After talking with some friends and even a few professors, I’ve decided that I’m going to take off this weekend. I’m leaving tomorrow afternoon to go to Fort Knox to see John off. It won’t be easy for me to say goodbye again, but it will provide some closure for me so I might actually be able to do well in school this semester. Right now, I am not doing as well as I could, and I’m not doing about half of the homework because I just can’t do it. Hopefully that will change after this weekend. I’l be returning to school Tuesday sometime. Right now, I’m telling all my professors that I won’t be in class. I don’t know if I could handle that. But I’m going to work on some homework now and I’ll write more later.