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July

I was reading Tidbits the other day. I saw an add for permanent make up…meaning make up is tattooed on the face. Anyone else find this a little odd, or is it just me?

On another note, this week is going to be an interesting one. I can tell just by the way today went. The morning went very quickly. I was actually enjoying myself at work. It probably helped that Sarah was gone today. :D The afternoon went a lot slower with a lot more work. John and I were responsible for unpacking all the orders we received today. One shipment from a particular company was 50 boxes. UGH! I worked right up til 4 unpacking books and trying to find space. Tonight I’ve been in another one of my funks. I have crazy thoughts running through my head. My sensible side knows not to trust these thoughts, but they still keep creeping in. I just have no ambition to do much of anything. I know that I need to exercise and lose some weight. I just don’t have the urge to get up and do anything about it. I’m too tired in the mornings because I don’t sleep well at night. I’m exhausted when I get home from work. There just doesn’t seem to be a good time. But then again maybe I’m just making up excuses. I took a bath tonight hoping that it would help, but it just made me more tired.

I have some appointments coming up that I need to deal with yet before they arrive. I also need to talk to SBC again because looking at my last bill, it seems like I paid for my internet for a full year and shouldn’t owe them any more money. I hate them so much right now. I don’t want to call. I don’t want to give them any more money. It’s a no win situation for me. Oh well. Maybe I just need a girls night out again. Those seem to help me. But Meghan is at White Birch with Joe and her family. I could try calling Jess. I don’t know if Julia would really want to do something after work some night. It seems like she always has plans of some sort. Plus I might have to deal with Sarah even more, since they live together. Seems like I’ve disconnected myself from everyone. I think I’m just going to go to bed now. Good night.


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